Always All Ways

Changing

2009-12-14T00:42:00.000-08:00

Due to resent changes in my life :). I've decided to change my blog. It is not longer suitable for me. Sorry peeps.

Hmmmm Watcha Say....

2009-11-08T08:36:00.000-08:00

So close i can almost taste it!

just a few bumps along the way.

College is not officially over, but it feels that ways. Its study week already, and i'm not studying! hahaha. Procrastinating after a HUGE submition that was on wednesday! and have 3more submitions to go! :)

List of work:

Final essay : Design Theory

Due: Thursday

A3 portfolio : Interior Behavioural Studies

Due: Wednesday or Friday (not sure when the due date)

Final essay : Technical English

Due: After exam

Speaking of exams :)

How many people can say, I start my exams on the 17th and end on the 17th?

I can :D haha

I only have 2 subjects that has exams, English and Building Construction.

What is there to study for english? My lecturer said, "how can you study english?"

So yeah.

Building construction on the other hand. My lecturer said, "Go get the note's from the blackboard 7"

I see there are no notes.

How am i suppose to study!!

I just want my exam to be over so i can enjoy my days and wake up at 12!

I have been doing that the past few days :)

I'm such a pig haha.

Don't judge me!! grrrrrrr

Anyhoo, i cant wake up at 12 tomorrow

Need to wake up to go college for 10minutes.

Damn I need to get a hair cut

I'm tempted to cut it really short!

Rihanna style! :)

But i start to panic when i do! XD

Such a spass

hahahaha

Ok lah! bored already,

Nite

You can sit beside me when the world comes down <3

2009-10-27T07:29:00.000-07:00

"I wish everyday could be like this" - Sean

I wish it could too.

Right now, i'am apparently addicted to Disney Movies. haha. They make me feel like a kid again. Owh well. It makes me happy!! :) I'ved watched Beauty & the Beast, Toys Story 2, and as i type Pocahaontas 2. Currently downloading Mulan, Hercules, and The little Mermaid :). Oooooo, btw Toy Story 3 is coming out next year! Weeeee, cant wait!

Btw, Sorry the long wait for a post. Everything has been so caught up lately. Work, work, work and more work. Buuuuuuuuuut! :D one more month! then HOLIDAY! woot woot! cant freaking wait!! One and a half month of bumming! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I can do it! i always manage too i guess, hope.

Lately college has been good. Halloween is coming up and ALL AMERICAN REJECTS are playing! TYSON!!

Getting distracted by the movie. Sorry, got to go! hahaha

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I want you forever.......but.

i cant.

Marie Short House

2009-10-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

Im in a living hell full of stress, group assignment and perfectionist.

God help me

And have mercy on my little interior designer soul.

Its crunch time baby!

One more month until it all goes belly up.

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Meet Tyson!

My MacBook Pro. My companion for Martin and now my baby.

He's awesome pawesome :D

Suck it Up n Be a Man.

2009-10-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

Ok, i've been sucking it up n being a man. Work has been crazy shit lately. Hmmm, but i'm doing my very best. Just, and when i mean just! I mean just finished making the skeletal construction model for Building Construction. Damn, and its gonna be ruin on monday. So much hard work for shit man. hahah. Whatever, I'm so over it :)

tada! loads of work.

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I don't know. I don't feel happy anymore. I feel like how it was in the past.

I'm tired of constantly thinking bout the day when it'll all end.

You mean the world to me. but, not the moon and the sun, the universe.

If you don't want to spend the time, why should i put up with it.

You said "you don't know what you have till it's gone".

I'm guessing you don't.

There's only so much i can take.

And apparently, i'm reaching my limit.

The hardest part is when.

I'm lonely.

I'm done.

Truly, i am.

Things : for me & for you

2009-09-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

I've been meaning to blog for awhile now. Just caught up with bapak giler babi banyak kerja! haih Design school mah. Seriously killing me. Not to mention puasa! I just died a little bit more by mentioning it. Im sorry! i know i'm not suppose to talk like that about puasa! But i cant help it. I just get cranky >.<

Anyhoo, here's a list of things!Things to be done:

-Read about Philip Johnson & International style!

-Sketches for fitting room & window display!

-Rethink model for skeletal construction.

-Start site visit for toilet assignment!

-Basically, just do my work -.-

Things i want to do:

-Sleep & eat-Play One Piece Unlimited Cruise 1 & 2 :)

-Watch The Ugly Truth , Gamer & Inglorious Bast*rds

-Shop!

note: i have shopped for myself in a long time. i barely even spend money anymore.

-Just have time to lepak!

-Read anime!

note: currently reading Air Gear, then moving on to One Piece :)

Things i so desperately need/want:

-Mac book! (but what to do with my old computer? Siapa mau?)

-a car! (*#@$%*!#$%#)

-To update my iphone & my itunes!

note: i cant do that, cause im waiting for the mac. fyi: i have to download all my songs & pictures again.

Ahhhh, im not suppose to be blogging. Suppose to be doing work. But bloody hell man. i cant think of any ideas. I know its not really like me. But CIBAI! the store we(my group members) pick is so boring. Plus i've never even heard of it! I feel like swearing my ass off. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Owh, i feel so restless. I didn't play my game today. And i'm going mad! MAD i tell u!! its an addiction! Im an addict! :) The only thing i think about is playing my One Piece Unlimited Cruise! Somebody Help me!

One Piece Unlimited Adventure!

I finished this game already :)

One Piece Ulimited Cruise! :)

AHhhh, One of my Addictions.

Currently at the 3rd Island, half way through

One Piece Unlimited Cruies 2!

Ahhhhh, cant wait to start this :D

I have it, but i promise not to touch it until i finish the first cruise.

If you notice they are all connected, so yay!

Im currently listening to the Love Drunk album. Yes, i have it! Thanks to my Thunder!

Apparently, there was only 2 cd's that the shop got. And Sean bought both. <3

Get up and Go

Take a chance and be strong

Or you could spend your whole life holding on

Don't look back, just go

Take a breath, Move along

Or you could spend your whole life holding on.

Slow Down Brown Cow!

2009-09-01T08:51:00.000-07:00

Damn man! Work is starting to pile on like mad cow disease. But for some odd apparent reason, im PUMPED to do work. I know psycho! but no, i love the chase of deadlines. They make me feel so alive! ahhhhh, what great fun it is to be a student.

I know im not strange little girl. Its just to finish work right before the deadline always gets my heart racing. I like knowing that i have the confidence and swgger to to do work last minute and still obtain considerably good mark eventhough its las minute work. For some reason, my work is always better last minute.

I promised myself im going to do as much work possible before raya starts. By the end of the year i want to be like "woa man!, why do i have so much free time?. Where did all my work go?" hahahahahha. psycho! But seriously, we all know that aint gonna happen. That will never happen.

Im just a procrastinator at heart! :)

Anyhoo, thats all. i just wanted to post a giler babi random thing today. hehehe
next post will have pics, promise!

NItez my little stalkers! HAHAHAHAHAAH.

Back BeBeeeeeeh!

2009-08-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

Im back man! I feel happy yet. very unsatisfied. Its puasa time! NOOOOOOO. Honestly, i love food. and im happy when im eating :(. Not anymore! im just a very cranky person. I apparently swear alot in my head to people who are eating. Haha. you wouldnt want to hear all the things my little mind says when there is lack of food involved. haha. really.

Anyhoo! i was just think about fast food! and what whould be my ultimate fast food meal! Well, i would take McD's fries and spicy chicken mcdelux, Burger King's Onion Rings, Popeyes's chicken and coleslaw, KFC's mash potato......hmmmm, im hungry. haha

i think its time to talk about whats been going on during the missing times. Not really lah. I'll just give you pictures!

Man U vs M'sia with Sean <3
KL Pac. watched a musical bout N.S.

MTV World Stage! Estranged.
Boys like Girls. Me likey :)

Hoobastank!

1Malaysia! haha

A post!!

2009-07-10T04:37:00.000-07:00

Omg, I haven't blog like in a month. I've been so busy with college that i have been sleeping at 4am most of the days and i barely even have time for myself. Haiya, but now! HOLIDAY! So i guess i have time to just relax. But i haven been updating my blog due to internet failure. So yea, and i have so much to blog about. But i really don't have the time. Im at a cc in Shah Alam. yea....

Anyhoo, im just gonna put up pictures for you.

This is the whole model
The outside of the house with lights!The Kitchen
The Dining room!The Living room space! Look there's a flat screen tv!The bedroom! from a brieds eye view
The living room from a diff angle
The Kitchen with a more dramatic view :)
The roof! my hard work paid off. It looks simple, but its hell not to make!

Well, thats all for today man. And im not sure when i'll be blogging next.
So Sorry, but i will try lah k.

Zaf.

Your never there when i need you.

ber-MODEL-ing

2009-06-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

Models! haha. Man i don't know whats wrong with me. I love doing models!! Its so much fun. It maybe so mahfan redoing some parts (because its not neat). but i love it!! hahaha. I think maybe cause it feels nice making something out of nothing. WEEEEE~ Owh, i know im a physco because i havent finish alot of major projects. But i love the thrill of deadlines :) Yes lah, physco. I know!

Pictures!!!!

Birds eyes view

Its an island for my kitchen!
With a sink :)

Windows!!!

Well, Im done for the day.

Always All Ways, Zaf

i miss you everyday

House of Wolves

2009-06-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

Damn, i cant really blog nowaday. Sorry! Final Projects are starting.
Nooooooo
When i have the time i will k.

I feel uneasy when i need you.

Secrets vs. Promise

2009-05-27T08:08:00.000-07:00

Yay! I'm not emo anymore. And im not panicing. Haha. Days have been good to me. Ok lah, not actually not days lah. But people. ok lah person! *smile smile blush blush*. Wait! my work load also not bad. Boleh tahan lah. Finished most of my homework for the holidays. Go me! :). I didnt procrastinate as much as i thought i would. So i was a good achievement for me. Yes lah! I am easily contented. laugh lah people. haha.

Anyhoo, I'm sorry but i must rant about this.

I am a private person dammit! I don't need people knowing about my life and what i do in that life! Why in the world do you want to tell people what we do?! It's like you have no regards for the feelings of others. Especially, when your in a relationship. When you talk or what you do sometimes reflect the other person. Damn lah wei. Use your brain man!

Owh, and one more thing. Things people tell you at times are confidential. Don't go telling other people. Sometimes, it might be hurtful to your friends. But still, don't go and create conflict. Honestly, I hear backstabs but not in hells way am i gonna say anything. I keep it to myself.

Haiya, don't wanna blog anymore. Need sleep. Gotta wake up super duper bapak giler babi early. Watching footbal. Then college. Damn i have a long day ahead of me. :)

We learnt bout rendering today. haha. It was nice colouring but the markers are 6ringgit each!

Have to buy 3 markers. 3differents shades of grey.
Gloomy haha

Always All Ways, Zaf

When will you learn, its all about trust.

Hey moon, DON'T FORGET to fall down!

2009-05-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

Damn, i feel like my lungs are about to explode and i juz wanna shout "FYLC!!".

Everyone thinks im just a tough person just cause i try not to let things get to me. But actually, i just hide emotions better.

I gotta go, tons of work to do and im tired. So dead tired.

Always All Ways, Zaf

FucK.

Don't panic! PAAAAANNIIIIICCCC!!!

2009-05-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

Damn wei, im starting to panic! I have so much work to do but i cant help procrastinating. And when i try to stop procrastinationg, my brain just shuts down. Shit. Thats not a good thing. When my brain doesnt work when i want it. I tend to swear more. Ahhhhhhh. Shit. In my head i know i have like the whole week to finish it up. But i just cant help to panic. Normally, i would always finish my work last minute, but blooodyy shit!! i have sooooo much work to do. damn. I feel so sucky now.

Shit, i got to go do some of my work lah! Before it eats me inside.

bgoinhglknvhgpoirwvboidhcoiw#euwetgycvgi%dcibai!vfboirwgblljmoivniofbh*yvsyufduyqfiuvkjavxacsuy#!!!!

damn shioooooot!!!!, Zaf

nooooooooooo.

Tripping eyes and Flooded lungs.

2009-05-17T05:28:00.000-07:00

Today has been not such. wait. has been a very unproductive day. Didn't feel like doing anything. I just felt down and depressed. I barely even left the room. Feel somewhat pathetic.

I don't know whats wrong with me :(

All i know is i have tons of bapak giler baabii banyak work to do. And i shall do it. Soon. I will dedicate one whole day to doing work! (individual work, not group work ya). Ahhhh, just have to get myself out of a slump.

How am i suppose to feel better
When u always know how to cut me down.

Im done for the day, Zaf

Northern Downpour sends its love

Angels, Demons and Meatballs

2009-05-14T06:32:00.000-07:00

I have a song stuck in my head! nooooo.Thanks to my friend lawrence! I have Northern Downpour by Panic! at The Disco stuck in my head. Ahhhh, but actually. I never want it to go away. Such a good song and the lyrics so meaningful! and deep.

If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed
Then we should feed our jewelry to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me

And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down

Anyhoo, lets talk bout today! It started off pretty well, abit nervous driving to college. psst, it was my first time :). haha. Had a test in the morning, but i couldn't really concentrate after awhile. I was just thinking bout the trip. hmmmm, the test wasnt hard, just abit confusing at times.

After the test was finished, had to wait for Jojo to finish her test cause she came late. haha, She always comes late. bt still love her anyways. Left for The Curve at 12.20! damn late man. So i drove as fast as i could man!! and we made it just as the clock turned 1. except, my lecturer got lost finding her way. haha! funny lah she.

We watched Angels and Demon! AWSOME man. I mean for people who like that kind of thing. I enjoyed it, but some of my friends thought it was too long. owh well. After the movie, my lecturer wanted to to go eat meatballs and off we went to IKEA! Michael ate 2plates! Everyone was like WTH! For a small boy he eats aot. haha. Just like Jughead for the Archie comics :).

After everything, i had to send four people home. GOD! i got lost!! So malu man. I didnt know how to get back. It like took me half an hour to get back to the original route. SHEEEEEEEEEEET! Addition to that, it was go home time! JAM! OMG! I only got home at 7.20. The funny part of driving was, I got a cram in my leg when i was driving! hahahaha. In my head i was screaming SHIT SHIT SHIT. AHHHHHHHH!! yea, sad case man. Owh well. Lazy lah.

Here are some pictures :)

most of the class

Shun, Lee Seng, Kate and Zin (L2R)
Michael (Tanjong), Jojo and Aldilla (F2B)

HAFIZ!!!!!! hahaHoWieEE (so cute) haha.

Sorry lah no pics of me, got. But just not on my camera. So have to wait lah. haha

Till, next time.

Always All Ways, Zaf.

Hey moon, please forget to fall down.

The smell of procrastination!

2009-05-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

OMG! You have no idea how thankful i am to finally have a holiday. haha. Well, i like college. But sometimes its just very draining. And the work load isnt as much as other courses are im sure. But its still alot to me!! So yea! HOLIDAY man! Gotta make time for all my assignmets (yuck!). And of course gotta make time for my people!! You know who you are! *wink wink*. :)

Well, i would have to say, college has been good to me today. It went by very fast! By the time i noticed, it was my last subject for the day. A subject i've grown to like or at least try too. Hmmm, i love to procrastinate! bt sometimes, i feel like i deserve it. The past few days have been non-stop drawing and designing. I have been sleeping late just to finish it all up. But at the back of my head, i know i have BAPAK GILER BABI BANYAK work to do. haha. Let me list them down for you.

English: 2essays(with the outline) + a group presentation on a compare & contrast essay.
Malaysia Stu: Folio on The Formation of Malaysia (DONE!) + Presentation on a famous Malaysian tokoh.
Building Materials: Presentation on materials used on a specific building + report + another report on something else.
Design Communication:5 sequential drawings (Done!) + 4 freehand sketches + A3 sketches (my everyday studio work) +Model + portfolio.
Introduction to Design: Portfolio + journal + presentations + and other stuff i dont know yet. haha.

Not alot right?

Anyhoo, lately i've been swearing alot since to college. But i dont swear out load! aha! I swear alot in my head. Hmm, maybe about 30times a day. But swear words occasionly slip out from time to time. but i dont mind :) haha.

WEEEEEEE! Im going to Cineleasure and Ikea tomorrow for a FieldTrip! My lecturer wants to watch Angels & Demon and eating meatballs. WALAU damn chun! I cant wait! haha. Ms. Sofia rocks! The ways she sms-es everyone is so damn crazy and fun! She calls us sweet potatoes and macho macha's! ahhhhh, how the creative mind works! Well, gotta get ready to procrastinate and sleep! haha.

My holiday starts now!!!! :)

Always All Ways, Zaf

I constantly miss you.

Beam Me up Scotty! :)

2009-05-10T04:14:00.000-07:00

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, i do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond light on snow
I am the sunlight on the ripened grain
I am the gently falling autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplighting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight
I am the soft starlight at night
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there, i did not die.

I found this poem as i was reading the book :Things I want My Daughters to know by Elizabeth Noble. A book, which helped me see more and understand more about my mum. Mothers day was good for me. I went to my aunty's house to have brunch with the family.

As you can guess its always harder when you have a mother and a stepmother at the same time. But it gets more difficult when your mother is half around the world. Not being to celebrate mothers day with her like normal right. But i do my very best to let her know that i care and i love her. I will not take this holiday for granted anymore.

Anyhoo, no more sappy-ness. Lets talk bout my weekend! or at least what happened on saturday since i've already talked bout my sunday. Saturday was nice and relaxing. Went out in the morning to buy present for mum's day. Found this awsome jewlery shop at pyramid. The shapes and design were very unique. After that i promised Sean we would go to my McD's to study and do some work. And indeed we did!! I spent like 3hours! Check, i said 3HOURS drawing my stupid plan for a toilet!! Which, i was so happy when i finished. We had to give each other motivation to continue.haha. Damn, who knew drawing was so hard. but i love it. :) Shortly after spending time with Sean. My dad said we were going to goldclass to watch Star Trek. YAY again? I dont mind. My reaction the second time around, was just as if i'ved watched for the first time. AWSOME!
Got back at around 10 plus. Was just so tired of looking at lines most of the day. So the only thing to do was sleep! yea. Not so interesting. But man! it was productive! :)

Sorry lah wei. Cant blog anymore. I feel my mind slipping away.

Happy Mothers Day to people who are mothers!!

Always All Ways, Zaf

Kiss mr thru the phone.

How Now Brown Cow!

2009-05-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

Woa! the weekend is gonna be packed with work! Drawing for Design Communication. Drawing for Introduction to Design. Folio for Malaysian Studies and English papers to do. Yes, and all must be done before monday. Yay! Work.

Well, lets see if i made some progress today? Erm, I've finished my Malaysian St. work. Just a massive load of drawing to be done. Great man. Aiya! I dunno lah. Drawing lines suck! And very the pening man. My class actually booked the studio for drawing tomorrow. But i doubt the fact that i'll be going. I need to go out and buy my Ibu a present for mummy's day!! Which i havent done yet. oooo.

Today was cool. I went out for brunch with Sean during his break and went out for a movie. But after his break and before his movie he had accounts class. So i went to Taylors Subang campus to study at they're library. Owh, btw. I brought my T ruler(a big ass long ruler) along thinking i could draw there. I tell you man!!! People stare at me like i some kind of freak at that campus. I know lah, never see such a long ruler before right. But no need to stare man. It was either they never seen a T ruler or they're very intrigued to see a pj campus student. haiya. I felt like a fish out of water. haha. obviously.

After that, watched Star Trek with Sean. Awsome!! but it wasnt "his cup of tea". SORRY for making you watch it! haha. Ahhhh, wanna watch it again. Overall today was a good day :)

Sorry lah, gtg. Work to be done.
p.s: remind me never to bring my big ass long ruler to the main capus anymore unless i want to be stared at.

Always All Ways, Zaf

How now?

Ice Cream dammit

2009-05-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

Well, today was suppose to be a good day. But fate would have it, the day didnt go the way i hoped.

Hoping to wake up late. But my mind just wasnt working towards it. I wanted to be late for Technical English. But again didnt work in my favour. Cause there was no traffic jam! Believe me, i get frustrated when this happens. Traffic jam when i try to avoid it. And no traffic jam when i need it. haih.
My next subject was Introduction to design. Let me tell you, My lecturer is the most relaxed lecturer i've had. but eventhough she's like that. When she teaches you just get it on the spot. She makes class very enjoyable and its like you just want to go for her lesson. (Which is what most people do. They skip english and come for her lesson.)

Finished class at 3 and went home. Was expecting a visitor you see. But during all that time. I was talking to Naim! :)
Ahhh, my dear bro. Cant wait for July! Finally, FRIEND!! And i wont feel like such a loner. haha. Owh, and just a fun fact! I've been friends with Naim Azwan for 10years man! We should go out and celebratre this beautiful mildstone.

This is dedicated for you Bro! :)

Tada! Naim :)

Anyhoo, i really dont know my plan tomorrow. But maybe gonna see Fitri to pass some money. (eh, you happy now? ). haha :).

Owh,and i hope to get some work done. Tons of drawing to do and only one day to pass them up.

Hmmmm, SPECIAL is the word of the day. Do you know what it means? I certainly dont!..... anymore. All i know is ignorance is bliss.

Always All Ways, Zaf

Insecure as always now

SunShine. Real World.

2009-05-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

I perfer my Tuesdays and Thursday more compared to my Mondays and Wednesday. Not only do i have less subjects but the lecturers are awsome too. I finished early today. Around 45min early. My lecturer didnt have anything much to teach, so she dismissed us early. My course is often very subjective. Sometimes finish early and others late. Another thing i notice is i have 2subjects that dont have final exams for and their based on portfolio's that we do in class. And at the end of it, everything is counted in my GPA. So yea.

But i just cant help feeling like the days are just passing by without any second thought. So quick and so direct. Where has all the time gone spent?

Anyhoo, Next week my Introduction to design Lecturer Ms. Sofia is bringing us for another FieldTrip. She wants to go to Ikea and eat meatballs! :). Cant wait.

Do you notice how you never appreciate things until their gone, I hate it when that happens.
I lost my mood to blog now.

Always All Ways, Zaf

Somethings just never stay, and we all just slip away.
Forget about the sunshine when its gone.

Common Ratio!

2009-05-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

Harlo!
Wah, today was just so shitty and tiring. But its what i kinda expected. haha. Let me start with the lack of sleep due to my technical drawing. I stayed up until 2am drawing lines. So much line! My eyes were hurting. The shitty part was when i had my design communication class(technical drawing) my teacher said : "Oh, my mistake class. Due to the fact that i did not teach you enough about scaling. You all have to redo it." OMG!!! I was pissed. But mostly tired to care.

So, maybe I'll redo it, just maybe :)

My belt that i bought from Fitri's sister came by mail today! Yay! So happy, so beautiful. hehe. Im so gonna wear it tomorrow yall! :D. Thanks Fitri and Fitri's Sister! Payment is on the way!

Anyhoo, today wasnt anything special. So there's not much to tell you.
And i'm bloody tired! :)

ps: I would love to see everyone again.

Always All Ways, Zaf

I miss you all the time.

Live long & Prosperous.

2009-05-03T05:49:00.000-07:00

Hello my dears!
Im not really in a good mood right now. Frustration is apon me. Apon me like a ton of bricks!!! GRRRR, you have no idea how frustrated i am with my technical drawings and my teacher. Haiya. I've know this for a while now. but college isnt as fun as it is. I mean the work load lah. haha.

My teacher. well i wouldnt say she isnt qualified. But to me she isnt qualified. haha. She's fresh out of Lim Kok Weng, and i doubt the fact that she's actually done a technical drawing of a house. Wait, no. She didnt ask us(my class) to draw a house. More of a toilet actually. Hmm. So its just kinda frustrating, when i want to do my drawing. But i dont know how. And when i ask her. Its like she doesnt know either.

Im doing the best i can!

I miss highschool. I miss the times when you could just skip a day of class just because you feel like it and by the next day you have everything covered. Its not the same when your in college. When you miss a day of class. Your freaking lost!!! Ahhhh, but one thing that satisfies my frustration is....

I have no maths! :) The only form of numbers i have, is scaling. Changing things to cm. Ahhhh, the advantage of being a designer! I think. hehe

Well, im still trying to get my life in place. I think ive been doing pretty well for my first month in college. Yes, i've been a college student for 1 whole month man! It feels like forever, haha. No lah. Owh, and i havent missed a class yet!! hahahah. Nerd much! not really, its just i cant afford to. Thats the disadvantage of being in a designing school. hmmm.
But what i've noticed is.... my drawing is getting so much better! :)

*Labour day: It was awsome. I had a wonderful day with you :). One word for you Magical*

Anyhoo, I have a ton of more drawing to do my darlings. Till next time!

Always All Ways, Zaf

come back to me**

Harmony - Unity - Veriety

2009-04-30T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hello my darlings! :D

Woa! College has been though this week. I have tons of assignments to finish. And i'm still procrastinating my heart out. hehe normal lah tu.

Today, my class and i went for another classtrip. But this time we got to join with the architecture students! haha. What nice and crazy people. Guess who's taking achitecture and happens to be in on the same trip!...... Jing Chong!! TADA! yea, a familar face out of 30 other. hahaha. We went to the Royal Selangor Pewter place. It happens to be located in KL. hmmmm. So jauh, just to see pewter. it was fun! but also boring. We went on the tour that took about 30mins. Alot of interesting shapes. but i just wanted to go home. Tired and over worked! hahah, BS man. i think ID happens to be the most relaxed class out of all the design school! Honestly, i dun even have class on friday. And there are days when i start at 9am, But every single day we draw!

I took abit of pictures of my trip. But nothing much you all would be interested in. Except me standing on a GIANT scale. yea, but i didnt take that. My friend Howie took it. And i have no idea why. hahaha.

Well, lifes been abit of a routine lately. Same old thing week after week. I miss days when i didnt know what i was gonna do and just wake up and say "hey, i think i'll go out". Good old times man.

I feel very contented with my life right now. Everything seems to be falling into place :)

Ahhhh, I cant blog anymore. So ill stop now.

Always All Ways, Zaf

Your all i want, right here and right now.

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2009-04-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

Welcome people to my new blog!

I know its nothing much right now, but its getting somewhere ya. Anyhoo, I finally got my internet back man! Woot woot!! I know some people are so estatic bout this. I know i am :). I feel whole and like a normal person again. Ahhhhh.

Well, theres so much to catch up on. I don't really know where to start. Lets start with the new changes in my life. College doh! yea, thats pretty much it. haha.

So let me just jump back in to college!

Today had a wonderful fieldtrip with my class. That comprises of 12 humanbeings! Yup, 12! Which is nice in ways. More 1on1 classes, more trips. ect. You know lah. Anyhoo back to the trip!

Time: 1pm-3.30pm

Date: whatever day it is today ;)

Venue: Sunway Pyramid.

Yes my dears!! Pyramid. To see the interior design of the mall. When we got there we met up with my Lecturer at J.Co Doughnut. Ahhhh, what a place to meet. I love my lecturer. She told us what we needed to do, and set us off while she waits at J.Co drinking coffee. haha. Awsome kan? haha

Here are some pictures!

Thats my lecturer : Ms Sofie

Sorry, abit blur.
The guy blocking his face with his hat is How Liong and in the black is Shun :)

Left to right : KC, Xin and Lee Seng!

Catherine! haha.

Kate. She drove us to pyramid

Aldilla and Jojo

Me!!! :)

All the girls in my class of 12

Well, i actually took like alot of pictures of pyramid but i really havent gotten use to blogspot yet. So maybe another time ya! Owh, btw there are 2guys whom pictures i haven taken yet. Cause they dont want to be taken. haha

Always all ways, Zaf

Its not the end, just a new begining. (Full stop. New paragraph)